Not just a pretty face

I'm all done with a cracking...

2006-12-14T01:38:49+01:00

headache. And a really high pitched ringing in my ears?? random.
feels good to have my essay finished though, im now off to bed,
then im going to wake up at 10ish and submit the essay, and then go spend money i dont have

so g' night

lovelove xx

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Last night he said 'baby i feel...

2006-12-13T19:40:17+01:00

[I do love the strokes] Yeah last night the boy, well one of the boys, Nat, was at my fav club and text me to see if i was out (this is the guy i was supposed to go out with last week, but he was a gay, and ddnt come out becuase none of his friends would go out too... although i did exaclty the same to him the week before, so...) I wasnt out i stayed up really late doing my assignment and it's still not done, sigh, seriously worried now, its due in at 2pm tomorrow, and i am not sure if i can get it done, i need about 800 more words but i have totally run out of steam. Oh yeah so anyway he asked me out on Thursday 4oclock meet at the local for a drink, eeee, im so scared, but cant wait, ahhh thats tomoro, eeeek, anyway i just had my tea, rice & ketchup again, mm nutricious, know im going to fill up on lots of hot water yumyumyum, yesterday i swear i saw nat in town, i swear it was him, although i remember him being shorter than that, although tbh when i snogged him i was pretty drunk... meh if i go tomorro, and he turns out to be really boring, it it turns out i actually dont like him, its no loss to me really, im just thinking whats the worst that could happen, eh? signed the contracts for the new house today we move in next september, cant wait the house is the sex, i have deceided that my arms are actaully quite hairy eww, well theyre maybe not eww bad but pfft. bit pissed off, i just tryed to talk to my mum on the phone and she was being a complete twat, then i tryed to talk to my best mate on msn, and she has her bf staying with her atm apparently, so she couldnt talk, and she was going out, its not fair he gets to see her waywayway more than i do, they see each other nearly every weekend ive seen lou four times since i have been at uni, i miss her so much. im so excited bout my date tho. i want to be optimistic, but...
no ill leave it there i dont want to what if and blabla going into all that.
back to the essay, no boubt ill write another blog later, i find it a bit addictive

lovelove
xx

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I just had the best shower ever...

2006-12-13T01:27:25+01:00

It was exactly the right temperature and perfect after a long long day. Although it's still not over, sadly, yes i have my pjs on but unfortunately i still have to do work, i have an essay due in tomorrow at 2pm its 2000 words and i have only done 681 so far, i've just run out of energy and things to say, which is not good... im tempted to go t bed now, and get up early to do it, but i know that if i set an alarm, there is no way ill be able to get up ill turn it off and go back to sleep, things dont seem as important when youve just been woken up and your bed is so warm and youre in such a comfy position and you really need more sleep. So my aim is to try and it 1000 before i go to bed that way at least i'm half way, the minimum i can do is...* checks book* ooh its 30% of the module, thats alot.. erm.. minimum word count is- oh crap it doesnt say, but if im significantly under i will be penalised. the gays. its christmas, have some heart, i was interviewed on the radio today, the guy spoke to me i just stuttered *complete idiot???* i dont know why, i dont have a speech impediment or anything he just caught me by surprize, probably sounded like a right spaz, but hey.
i have to do more work now boo oh student life, its not all parties, unfortunately, well, it is most of the time, but when assignments are due in life stops to get it done
okay
lovelove
xx

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I feel so lonely...

2006-12-12T19:57:13+01:00

I just made Christmas dinner for Gemma, Sam(gems bf) and myself (none of our flatmates wanted to join in, which made me feel good, the food was awesome if i do say so myself, even if the yorkshires were readymade... whatever, and just now, Gem & sam were all cute and coupley, and on the way out to have a fag, he picked her up and swung her over his shoulder, and she was giggling and squealing, I really wish someone would do that to me, i really wish I had someone, when i go back by best mate and her bf will be all lovey dovey and ill be me all alone again

christmas merriment...

lovelove
xx

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What a burn...

2006-12-12T12:58:36+01:00

Grr the bitch Sarah (flatmate) broke my kettle yesterday.

So this morning after lectures I went to argos and bought a new one for £5.44 yipee,
I know it sounds mean but i'm keeping this one in my room, so i can enjoy a nice hot drink whenever i please,
ok fine, i probably wont really, its plain mean, ill get a donation off everone in the flat then put it in the kitchen.

Gemma & I are going to make Christmas dinner tonight, I cant wait going to pop to Iceland this afternoon, but she doesnt like chicken or turkey... the madness... so ill need to find something very small just for me, so excited seriously cant wait christmas dinner yummy yummy yummy

I handed in my assignment this morning, and the lecturer gu was seriously impressed, yey!

I am really worried about the essay due in 2000 word and i stil havent stated, and thats really weighting me down, if i can just get that done i will be free to enjoy my last week before christmas, i dont know why i keep putting it off, its not going to go away, i just cant find the motivation, and there is so much to do.

Ok going to try do the essay now

lovelove
xx

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I'm going to be sick...

2006-12-12T00:09:22+01:00

I went to the shop and got fruit pastilles, and this strawberry stripes things covered in acidic sugary stuff, my skins going to be all blotchy tomorrow now

and i ate too much, and now i feel really sick, and quite ill...

and i'm really hyper & shaking quite badly, always happens when i eat to much sugar :s

should do my 2000 word essy now. but im going to watch Gia and try not to puke, so g' night

lovelove
xx

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I hope they call the police...

2006-12-11T23:32:45+01:00

not that they'd really care... My roomate Sarah, who i hate, has been smoking weed in the kitchen again, she smokes it in her room as well, you can smell it all up the hall, but if it's in the kitchen and someone finds it, we could get in serious trouble, she's not exactly going to own up to it. So Gem & I went to reception and made a formal complaint about her, and left the letter on the managers desk, it's not only the weed, it's the excessive noise at 4am, the noisy sex against the wall where i sleep, the oily crap she leaves all over the kitchen, and she frequently leaves the oven and hobs turned on then goes out, the whole oven had got so hot i couldnt turn the nobs off i had to do it at the wall, crazy!

I'm annoyed because i'm watching the OC on dvd and it keeps crashing, might have something to do with me dropping my tv on the floor last week... oops...

today... I slept for ages, skipped my seminar, and lecture, and another seminar, so i could finish my work for a deadline tomorrow, it's really bad, tbh i wouldnt pass me, but i have to hand something in, im just so fed up now, i cant concentrate on anything, i need to go home for xmas *sigh* only 4 days well technically i have a workshop tomorrow that i have to go to to hand in the assignment, im free on weds, i always skip thurs, and i'm going to skip fri becuase im going out for a xmas 'do' on thursday, okay fine im not very committed, but i dont really care. If i fail i can always retake this year next year, i dont really have a problem with that.

erm... i had noodles and baked beans for tea, which was actually really yummy, but once i started eating i couldnt stop, so i munched on some digestives, and i just made pasta with tomato sauce and cheese yummy, feel well fat now though.
tempted to pop down to the shop actually get something sweet, pick &mix or something before it closes... yeah i am going to actually, screw the diet... its ruined for today anyway...

i have a 2000 word essay due for wed now, and im busy all day tomorrow, too much gimmie a break allready!

okay
lovelove
xx

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I have a new goal...

2006-12-10T21:26:08+01:00

to drink my age in beers, yesyes.

Im going to go for Carlsburg because its 0.5% weaker than Fosters

and theyre the only beers i really like, well Corona with lime is nice... but thats expensive.

My aim is to drink 18 Carlsburgs in one night, i better do it soon, before I turn 19...

cor, 18 Carlsburgs... that won't kill me will it... im not normally a beer drinker...
i usually go for vodka&lemonade, hmm, maybe ill work my way up to 18... yeah...

Definatley going to do it though... hopefully before my birthday which is on the 29th dec

wish me luck
lovelove
xx

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I would enjoy...

2006-12-10T17:32:07+01:00

a cup of tea very much thankyou.

hello, i hope youre having a good day so far

I was rudely awoken at about 2pm by the girl next door having sex against the wall where i sleep, very very noisily, I cant wait until next year when i live with my friends.

Since then I hve done very little, searched the net for a Wish Bear Care Bear for my best friend for Christmas, cant find one anywhere...
erm, done 2/3 of one of the assignments due in on tuesday, ahh im going crazy, i need a break, just no work, *sigh* one week until christmas hols, i can wait. I also have a 2000 word essay for thursday, ahh, i havent even looked at that yet, oh well.

Tomorrow night it's some girls birthday party and the theme is 60's, 70's and 80's rock people, i have no idea what to go as... any ideas?? im brunette, so not blondie... and i adore the sixties, any ideas would be great.

Erm, what else? oh yeah tomorrow, i have a seminar with that guy who likes me that i snogged becuase i was bored... maybe i wont go... then me and some of my girlie friends are going to the pub, getting drunk then going to the next lecture haha, should be really fun.

Im well hungry, but i have no food, i really aught to go shopping... naa ill just have rice and ketchup for the 4th day in a row yesyes, running out of ketchup though :S

Im soo tired like all the time atm, even if i get loads of sleep... oh crap, i hope my ME isnt coming back that would be a real pain...

Oh well

Love Love
xx

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Hey so i'm new

2006-12-10T03:06:41+01:00

hello i'm notjustaprettyface
I have started Uni this year and I am totally loving it, but am finding living in halls with complete stangers a pain in the bum, I live in a flat with 5 girls, the girl on the right is incredibly noisy for such a small person, especially when her boyfriend stays for the weekend, the girl on the left is usually pretty quiet, but tonight is playing her music really loud and has friends over, shes turned the bass right up and its giving me a right headache, but im all cosy in my pjs and I hate confrontation so... the girl opposite is great weve become friends and are moving into a house together next year, along with my group of friends, who are actually all boys, so it'll be 6 boys and 2 girls living in a huge house next year, i cant wait, i love those guys so much, met them all this year but theyre all great, the last girl only moved in a week or two ago and stays in her room and smokes all the time.
*sigh*
I guess i'm a bit stressed at the moment, i have 2 assignments due in for next week, and I havent done them, i'm feeling really down, tired and unmotivated at the moment, so I am feeling it really difficult, but it's the last week next week then I go home for christmas, which i am really excited about, I cant wait, on the first Monday back were all going to have a reunion and go out to the Monday rock night like we used to, im so excited.
Im not really sure how to write stuff on here, can i name names? I guess i can use first names...
Well today I woke up just after lunchtime, then have been browsing YouTube, watching videos on there (its really addictive) there is some really good representation, there is a few really good ones which are like thinspiration or whatever, I really wish I could be so thin and so beautiful, i'm not as bad as i used to be, i think it's because i hang around boys, but when I see my friends from back home who are all girls, I compare myself to them, and that makes me feel terrible, fat and ugly, so i guess in that respect i'm not looking forward to going home, but i am really.
There was a ball tonight, a Christmas do, I didnt go because I feel so down, I dont even know why. There was also a few other parties, but I really dont feel like going out at the moment, i just sat in my room and watched tv and binged on biscuits that i dont even really like.
I was going to go to bed at a reasonable hour to try and get plenty of sleep, so i can get loads done tomorrow, but sleeps going to be impossible, with the racket Caras making, grr, its really pissing me off now.
I also have alot running around my mind, the assignments, going home for Christmas, my friends, the future, boys- I am single, and always have been, I have never had a real boyfriend, i know what a looser right? whatever, so yeah a couple of weeks ago, i ending up snogging this guy at a club and we exchanged numbers blablabla, anyway we organised a date but i couldnt go, so organised another and he couldnt go, which i think puts us on even ground, then we organise to meet up again, and he says he couldnt go again, so im like, go figure, so i havent bothered texting back, if would like to go out he can sort it, which is a pity, he was really cute, when he said he couldnt make it to the last one we were supposed to meet at a club, i was already there with my friends, so i just got really drunk and did something a bit silly, i snogged this guy on my course who i know likes me, i dont find him at all attractive, but he was actually a good kisser :S lol anyhow, i was drunk, i know he fancies the pants off me, but now i kind of regret it and feel bad for him, because i'm going to see him in seminars and stuff, the thing is i sort of like him, as well, because he likes me so much, i'm going to play the drunk cant remember card, and hopefully that can wipe the slate clean, i hope, because im not saying no to him, forever, just no- now.
gawd i feel stressed out and i cant seem to find a way to unwind, im wound right up.
Another thing is, my and my friends have put a deposit down on a house for next year, which is great, but i found out about the house, by looking around it with a group of girls who i was supposed to be moving in with, but there was bitchyness and rivalry already in the group, so i kind of looked round it with my other friends and put a deposit down first, basically i screwed them over, but i still get the house, the problem is these girls are my only other 'girl' friends i have and theyre on my course, so i want to stay friends with them but i still havent told them im moving into the house without them, oops.
Okay her music is really loud, and im all scrunchy, eee, i need a bath or a massage, or something, relax relax, ouch its actually painful, im going to attempt to sleep now, it's been nice talking to you, goodnight.

Love Love xx

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