[I do love the strokes] Yeah last night the boy, well one of the boys, Nat, was at my fav club and text me to see if i was out (this is the guy i was supposed to go out with last week, but he was a gay, and ddnt come out becuase none of his friends would go out too... although i did exaclty the same to him the week before, so...) I wasnt out i stayed up really late doing my assignment and it's still not done, sigh, seriously worried now, its due in at 2pm tomorrow, and i am not sure if i can get it done, i need about 800 more words but i have totally run out of steam. Oh yeah so anyway he asked me out on Thursday 4oclock meet at the local for a drink, eeee, im so scared, but cant wait, ahhh thats tomoro, eeeek, anyway i just had my tea, rice & ketchup again, mm nutricious, know im going to fill up on lots of hot water yumyumyum, yesterday i swear i saw nat in town, i swear it was him, although i remember him being shorter than that, although tbh when i snogged him i was pretty drunk... meh if i go tomorro, and he turns out to be really boring, it it turns out i actually dont like him, its no loss to me really, im just thinking whats the worst that could happen, eh? signed the contracts for the new house today we move in next september, cant wait the house is the sex, i have deceided that my arms are actaully quite hairy eww, well theyre maybe not eww bad but pfft. bit pissed off, i just tryed to talk to my mum on the phone and she was being a complete twat, then i tryed to talk to my best mate on msn, and she has her bf staying with her atm apparently, so she couldnt talk, and she was going out, its not fair he gets to see her waywayway more than i do, they see each other nearly every weekend ive seen lou four times since i have been at uni, i miss her so much. im so excited bout my date tho. i want to be optimistic, but...
no ill leave it there i dont want to what if and blabla going into all that.
back to the essay, no boubt ill write another blog later, i find it a bit addictive
lovelove
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